Libby sat by the window and wondered when he would give her the money he owed her. Their small son was with a neighbour
while she stayed home to work at another canvas. She was getting tired of these tantrums her Agent had started to throw
Behind her, the studio was neatly ordered, with shelving and catalogues, and cupboards holding her prescious drawings and
collections. She had recently started with digital, and her photographs were in high demand, and if the Agent paid her properly,
she knew she would not have to wait for Tom's miserable support, which was what she and Matt mostly survived on these days.
She sat there despondently gazing outside at the street in the slum that she now called her home....
(Musi) Tom and Libby were legally married, not that it mattered. There had never really been a marriage,
just a justice of the peace and an arrangement, one of convenience, designed to give Tom’s son a name, but that did
not excuse him from paying his fair share. “Ha,” she laughed out loud. If he was to pay his fair share they wouldn’t
be living here in this dump. They would have a house, with a yard for Matt to play in, maybe even a car, so they didn’t
have to ride the filthy bus all of the time.
The checks came regularly, for the first year, while she was pregnant
and when Matt was first born, then they began to come later and later. She didn’t complain. She had her art to keep
food on the table and the rent paid, on her miserable ghetto flat. Then one month there wasn’t a check at all. The next
month the check came again, then two failed to come. Soon there were no checks coming at all, but still somehow Libby managed,
until Matt began to take up more and more of her time each day and her work began to suffer. Now Tom’s checks seldom
came at all. As a freelance commercial artist, there was no money if there was no work. It was tough making ends meet this
The work began to dry up soon after she began missing deadlines. Her work was as good as it had ever been, but
her friend Merilee, couldn’t continue to send work her way, if she constantly held up important projects. Soon the calls
had all but stopped coming.
Libby didn’t blame Merilee. She knew that her friend’s career, depended on
having the best and the brightest people on her team. Merilee had a network of artists, writers and musicians that circled
the globe. She proudly claimed that she had connections on every continent but Antarctica, and she knew a couple of penguins
there that should soon be coming on board. Libby had been a part of that network, until her son became more important to her
than her work.
No, Libby, had no regrets and she only blamed one person. It wasn’t the beautiful, globe trotting
Merilee, or the famous Tom Thompson, Rock Star. It was Libby Carter-Thompson, she blamed. She was the one who, in a moment
of passion, with stars in her eyes, had climbed into bed with Tom. She was the one who was sure she wouldn’t get pregnant,
so refused the protection he offered to use, and she was the one who had insisted on keeping the child, when Tom’s people
suggested adoption as the reasonable course of action. She wondered how many of the children playing in the street down there
had been conceived under circumstances, not unlike hers.
She left the window and moved to the bare canvas, on the
easel nearby. Tubes of paint, brushes, and rags covered the small table beside it. Reaching down, she took up her pallette,
and squeezed some blue onto its paint stained surface, she added a dab of yellow, then mixed them together until she had just
the right shade of green. Taking up a brush she put a stroke on the canvas, then another and another. Hours passed, with Libby
lost in a world of colors and hues, as the blank white canvas took on a life of its own. It was the first time in months she
had really felt alive.
She was drawn back into the here and now, by the sound of the door opening and the tap , tap
, tap of little feet running down the hallway. “Mommy, Mommy, we went to the park and I sawed a pigin.”
saw a pigeon,” Libby corrected her son.
“I know, Mommy, an’ Grace buyed me some nuts’s an’
I played in the sand, an’ I sawed, I mean saw, a doggie with a powder puff fer a tail.”
laughed Libby, “Slow down, you can tell me all about it over dinner. Now go wash your hands.”
Mommy,” Matt happily trotted off down the hall, to the bathroom.
Libby turned to Grace, “It looks like
he had a little bit of sugar today too”
“He was being so good, I bought him some cotton candy,”
explained her neighbor. “Is that alright?”
“Yes, yes, it’s fine. He’ll just be bouncing
off the walls for a couple of hours. Thanks for watching Matt for me. You don’t know how much it means to me. I really
got something accomplished today.”
Grace smiled, “Any time sweety I enjoy spending time with Matt. Did
that check come today?”
“Nope, maybe tomorrow. If not maybe I can sell a painting. We’ll manage
“I know you will, Sweety. Well, say goodbye to Matt for me. Would you like me to take him again
“I couldn’t ask you to do that Grace.”
“Sure you can. I’ll
pick him up around nine. I’m off to my sister’s tomorrow, for a family thing. Her grandkids will be there. Matt
will love it. You can finish that painting.”
With that grace turned on her heel, and moving like a woman half
her age trotted out the door. Libby looked down the hall to where she could hear water splashing, as Matt washed his hands.
She looked at the unfinished painting taking shape on the easel. “We’ll make it Matty,” she whispered. “We’ll
No matter what happened, no matter how hard it was to make ends meet, the little boy down that hall
was all Libby needed. He was her life, her everything and she would raise him the best way she knew how. Tom Thompson should
be so lucky. He didn’t know what he was missing. Even with a stack of unpaid bills on the fridge, even though she didn’t
know where the money would come from, She wouldn’t trade her son for all the money in the world. Tom Thompson could
go to hell.
She hugged herself and the old worry came niggling back into her mind. What if Matt was not really Tom's.
She remembered how much she wanted him, and seeing him at Marilee's door was more than she could bear. Marilee was away
at the time, and instead of giving him the message she had been sent to give, she dressed herself in her most alluring outfit,
and sidled out of the white porsche, knowing he was watching her.
He could never refuse a woman. It was common knowledge on all the tabloids, and also the joke amongst her friends.
Some were even counting the times they had stayed with him. Lilibelle had a chain designed like a cowboy's belt
but in gold, and added another diamond each time she claimed she had spent the night with Tom. Everybody
knew Lillibelle liked diamonds more than men, but it was no big issue. others had told her the same too.
She knew exactly what he wanted and how. She saw the black porsche pull up, and drove up alongside it and bent forward
to open the door.
"Its dinner Honey Pie,' she cooed,'Lil Mailene has asked me to provide for your every need, and baby, I have planned exactly
Tom did not even remember he had a date with Marilee seeing the promise Libby was offering, and never said a word,
as he clutch spun the Porsche around fast and headed for the shack.
"Mummy, Are you alright?' and matt was standing there tugging at her hand. With a sigh, she bent down and put her arms
around him breathing in his freshly washed softness and feeling the warmth as he put his arms around her too. They stayed
like that for a short while rocking gently, each finding consolation in the warmth of the others love.
He was the first to break away, and he looked at her, his tiny little boy eyes, so warm and loving, that she shivered with
a sense of precognition that whatever was happening, she was also part of the stream and so was he, and they could only ride
along as they were doing, having each other was only temporary. She knew that, as she rocked herself closer to him for a final
touch, and stood up. She wondered what he would do to her next and how she would manage.
She knew one thing....he would never get Matt..Never!!!!!
(Musi) Promptly at nine, the next morning there was knock on the door. It was, of course,
Grace. She was right on time, as usual. You could set your watch, by that woman, thought Libby, as she paddled to the door
in a pair of fluffy pink slippers.
“Did I get you up?” Grace was smiling, but Libby knew she was joking
“Not hardly,” she giggled, “Matty got me up at six-thirty. Apparently he heard us talking
yesterday. He’s been ready to go since seven.”
“Oh, dear me.” Grace walked over to the kitchen
sink and turned the water on. “Not much gets by theat little fella does it?”
“No it doesn’t.
What are you doing?”
“I’ll just wash up these few dishes for you while I wait for Matty, dear.”
“Matty’s ready, I’m surprised he’s not pulling you out the door already, he’s so exited,
and you don’t have to do that, Grace.”
Grace was tucking a dish towel into the top of her white slacks
to act as a makeshift apron. “I don’t mind,” she chuckled. “We don’t have to catch the bus for
another forty-five minutes.”
It was always the same with Grace. She could never get enough of helping people
out. She was always doing dishes or sweeping the floor, or scrubbing up the kitchen, for Libby and Matt. Her family was grown
and gone. Her husband of forty years had passed away suddenly a few years ago and last year, she had been required to take
a mandatory retirement from the plant where she had worked for more than thirty years. All those things combined, left Grace
with lot of time on her hands. Time she used to do good deeds for everyone in the building, but Libby was right across the
hall, so she reaped the most benefit.
Grace was like a grandmother to Matt. Her own grandchildren all lived half a
continent away, so she seldom saw them. Matt and Libby were right there, and she had adopted them as family. When her oldest
son had last come to visit, she had introduced Libby as the daughter she never had.
When Grace’s Son thanked
Libby privately for taking care of his mother, she said, “Nobody needs to take care of your mother. She takes care of
everyone in the building.”
Grace was finishing up the last of the dishes, when Libby stepped up behind her and
gave her a big bear hug. “My check didn’t come in the mail this morning,” she said.
Grace knew what
was coming next, but she didn’t mind. “How much do you need dear?”
“It’s just till the check
, from Tom, comes. I need to pay the power bill. They’re threatening to shut us off.”
“Give it to
me. I’ll take care of it for you. Pay me back when you can. Oh, and bring me my purse there on the table. I need you
to do me a favor.”
Libby fetched the purse. Grace poked around in it for a minute, before pulling out an instant
lottery ticket. It was already scratched off. She handed it to Libby. “If you’ll take this down to the market
and check it for me, I’ll split anything I’ve won with you. I can never figure these tickets out.”
looked at he ticket. It was a hundred dollar winner, but she kept quiet. She knew it was Grace’s way of giving her some
badly needed cash, without making it seem like charity. She stuffed the ticket into her own purse just as Matt came bursting
out of his bedroom.
“Auntie Grace, Auntie Grace, I’m ready to go. I gots claen underwears on an evryfin.”
He grabbed Graces hand and began dragging her toward the door.
Laughing so hard she could hardly speak, Grace tried
to appear stern, “You have to say goodbye to Mommy first.”
“Oh, ya . . . Bye Mommy.”
was laughing too. “You be good for Auntie Grace, or she won’t take you again.”
“I will, Mommy.
Can we go now, Auntie Grace?”
Grace grabbed he purse, “Yes we can go now. Libby Dear, we’ll see
you around eight this evening, I expect.”
As she watched them walk out the door, Libby smiled to herself. No
I know you Grace. I’ll see you promptly at eight, she thought.
The painting was waiting exactly as she had left
it the previous afternoon. She spent most of the day painting, not stopping for lunch. By three the painting was nearly finished
and by five it was a work of art. This is the best one I’ve ever done, she thought, gazing at the picture of Matt, standing
hand in hand with Grace in field of trees and flowers. “I wish I didn’t have to sell this,” she mused out
“You don’t,” came a masculine voice from behind her. “You could give it to me.”
Before she spun to face him she recognized Tom Thompson’s voice. Even when he spoke it had a melodic ring to
it. “Tom? What, what are you doing here?”
“I have to leave the country for a while,” he said.
“I was hoping you’d let me see Matty, before I go.”
“He’s not here,” snapped Libby,
fixing Tom with an acrimonious stare.
“Oh . . . Can I wait?”
“No. He won’t be home
for hours.” Libby was surprised at the anger in her voice.
“Look,” said Tom timidly, “That
wasn’t my only reason for coming. I think . . . No, I know I owe you a big apology.”
so?” her eyes were flashing with indignant rage.
“I guess I can’t expect you to make this easy for
me,” he continued, “but please just listen.”
“I’m listening!” Libby couldn’t
believe how angry she was feeling.
“I made a big mistake, Lib. I left it up to my people to see that you and
Matt were looked after. I thought I could trust them, but I found out the other day that I was wrong.
They treated you,
like just another bill that had to be paid. I didn’t know the checks weren’t coming regularly, and I didn’t
know you were living in a dump like this, so here.” He reached into his pocket, withdrew a check and laid it on the
table, face down.
“It’s a check, Lib.”
it right where it was laying. “So then, let me get this straight. You think you can forget about your son for nearly
four years, then march right back into his life and buy our forgiveness with the money that you rightly owed us anyway. I
don’t think so, Pal.”
“ I never forgot either of you. They told me you wouldn’t let me see
“They what? Who’s they. What the hell are you talking about. I never once told anybody that
you couldn’t see Matty.” She was so angry now that she was spitting when she talked.
my handlers, my accountant, all of them. It was a conspiracy to keep the world from finding out that I had a wife and son.
They though I’d loose my sex symbol status, if the word got out, so they lied to me. They lied to me Lib.”
did?” she was beginning to calm down a little bit.
“Ya, they did. I’ve laid awake nights thinking
about you two, wondering what Matty’s like, hoping you’d let me see him someday. I only found out the truth yesterday
and I fired them all right there, on the spot.”
Now it was Libby’s turn to say, “Oh!”
had retreated, putting the kitchen table between them when she saw Tom. Now he pushed the check across to her side of the
table. “Look Lib, I have to catch a plane for Australia at seven-thirty tonight, but I’ll call you when I get
back. Would that be alright?”
“I . . . “
”No strings attached. I promise. Just think
about it, and I’ll call. Now I gotta go, or I’ll miss my flight. Please believe me when I say,’I’m
Tom was out the door before she could speak. Grabbing the painting, she ran after him, down four
flights of stairs, catching him just before he made it to the waiting limo.
“Here,” she said, thrusting
the still wet painting at him. “You can call.”